Movin on up…..

Well we got a new apt. It’s not the Taj , but hey, few places are right? At least it’s not crowded here. Nope,all ours. Bliss. I know, sounds so simple, but you really don’t know how it grates on you to have another person around, not even when theyre around do you realize, then when theyre not……… You get it. That you haven’t relaxed in what seems like forever now, that you were always *on”.
Now~I’m wearing no pants. Yup. That’s right. No pants. And guess what? I can. Yup. Because its just us. YAY!
Now, to rebuild a bit. Gather what i have left, and start nesting again. *Sigh* if only people would keep their mits off of stuff that’s not theirs, or keep their word when they say your crap is safe there, it would be a much happier world. But alas, they don’t. They steal, break, throw out your crap and you gotta start over. It might be crap, but dammit, its MY crap. Or was. *Sigh*.
Have a friend who just told us he’s got to geta pacemaker put in. That can’t be right, right? We’re not old enough to have friends old enough for pacemakers. Right? RIGHT?? *Sigh* I just hope he follows Dr orders so he can start feeling better. Men~not so good at that huh?
See i live in a world where every day could be it. Well we all do, but some are a bit closer to the edge. Had my heart stop once, which i don’t recommend BTW, and it could easily again. Makes me look at things a tad differently sometimes. I try to not do that time wasting thing. I HATE wasted times. I might have mentioned that once or twice…… 😁
It also can make me think it would have been better to have the infection have it’s way, or that it’d be easier , to have gone then instead of getting well. Those are bad moments, but can get overwhelming at times. Wouldn’t have had to deal with all this crap for starters. All the pain & rejection. The Loss. The struggle to keep it all together, to be the strong one. And unappreciated for all that. Not to lose almost everything and everyone i fought and sacrificed for. To be forgotten.
Luckily i pull my head out of my ass most of the time with no trouble. I look and see that it could be, had been, worse, and there are things to smile about. Be happy about. Look forward to.
There’s always someone out there happier then you are, to have a lot less than you have.
True dat
Yeah, as usual, rambled a bit, but hey, we all have our things right? I’m always late, and i ramble. Oh, and have great taste in music. 😎
*Poof*

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